It really hurts losing your best friend. It hurts more when you don't even know until you read their facebook and find out through a survey they decided to post. I did my best though. I was there for her when she needed me most, I consoled her when her heart was breaking, tried to make her smile when she was feeling blue. But we had a lot of good times too. We played with our Barbies when we were younger, and sang along to our favorite Spice Girls songs when they were in. XD We had so many inside jokes and...life just seemed much more fun.

I used to say that it's not worth having friends because they either betray you or leave you. But now that I've lost yet another friend...a really dear friend...I feel different. I'd rather keep the good memories even if she hates me right now and remember how good it felt to have someone like her to rely on. I just hope that it won't be long before I make another really good friend.

Time to go.

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There is a snake in my basement. As much as I love snakes...I am not doing battle with it.

Snake...er...I'm going to call you Randi...you can chill there if you want. Just don't come out, kay?

S-s-s-s-ssooo....today was absolutely amazing. And...I feel...so...alive.

I made him smile...laugh...it made me so happy. Sometimes...I don't know. It just feels like the little things are enough for me. kajdsfkjasdf That sounds absolutely weird...I KNOW! I can't put it into words. All I can say for now is that...I really, really wonder if something is growing from this. I really had to come out of my shell today...it was well worth it though.

=)

Decided to read Koukou Debut, and I must say that I adore it so far. The characters just crack me up. Yoh and his friends are brilliant. XDDD And I usually get annoyed by characters like this, but Haruna just makes me laugh. Very straight forward and in your face. She's fun. Very over dramatic, but it just puts a smile on my face.

This is waaaaaaayyyyy late, but I still wanted to send my love to umi_mizuno for her birthday! I wanted you to feel extra happy, especially now, so I made you some icons. You don't have to use of course, but I hope they put a smile on your face. ♥



I've been spending most of my time planning for Otakon. I like planning trips, so much fun. This will be my 4th year I believe. Kind of sad that this year I won't be going with other friends. Funds are low for them. D: Sucks majorly. All well. I'll still be meeting some people when I actually get there, so it's not a major loss. I'm excited as hell though. It's soooo close.

*flail* SO MUCH TO DO, SO LITTLE TIME!

I'm booked for the Radisson Lord Baltimore. This will be the closest to the actual convention center I've ever stayed. XD Which is great cause now I can sleep in a bit later, and won't need a taxi to take me back and forth. Whoo!