She blooms like burning.

ARHHHHHHH!

2008-08-20T18:22:08Z

*clears throat* HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR light_flower!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!

Now for cake and presents. :DDDD

CAKE

I'm sorry, I just lol'd when I saw this cake. XDDD *wants

PRESENTS

1	2	3

Hope you like, and if not, at least I made an effort. :DD

I feel fine now, but yesterday had to be the worst day of work ever. Like, it was so bad that I went to cry in the bathroom during my break. DDD: Everyone was yelling at me, and I was left up in the front by myself for a majority of the day. And since I don't think I've explained, working in the front of the lab is the worst. Everything goes wrong, there's always the most ridiculous amount of work to do, the phone never stops ringing so the work you want to get done, can't get done, and then you have other people in the lab coming up there and making your life even more miserable by complaining about problems that I created because I'm up there by myself. It's a job for 2+ people. Now...I was there on my own...not to mention I'm new. I haven't consistently worked in the front, so I'm slow cause I have to either ask someone how to do something or read this large manual and figure it out on my own.

The one thing that pissed me off the most yesterday was this stupid jerk who was supposed to help me in the morning. I thought I saw him handling the items that were going to be sent out of the lab. Later I get flagged down by the mean old lady who is always yelling at me in lab. She asks me why I didn't have this sent out. And I told her that I thought Ryan had taken care of it. Of course he didn't. So she tells me to go do it in a rush.

I don't know how to do FUCKING SEND OUTS YOU WITCH! She comes back 10 minutes later and I'm still trying to figure it out. She asks, "You don't know how to do it?" NO, DOES IT LOOK LIKE I DO!? She like gives me the most evil cackle of a laugh I've ever heard, and proceeds to "teach me" how to do a send out. When we reach the end, Ryan comes back into the lab. The lady looks at him and asks him, "why didn't you send this out?"

...You want to know what he said!? I nearly pulled out my hair when he said it.

"I didn't feel like it. I always have to do send outs."

..........My jaw dropped, and I looked to the evil lady to yell at him. But she didn't. She only laughed and walked away.

I'm traumatized to say the least. I don't want to go to work tomorrow. I'm scared. *sobs*

.......DDDDDDDDDDDDD:

2008-08-17T23:20:33Z

...........would someone happen to have the raw for episode 14 of Shippuuden. Yes...that episode! I need it now. DDDDDDDDDDDDD: ~~How the hell do I not have it? THIS CAN'T BE!~~

EDIT: A downloadable version.

Damn!

2008-08-15T23:32:08Z

My birthday is going to suck major. =/ I'm working that day, no one is going to be home, my best friend is leaving for school that day...it falls on a Monday...wtf? I hope something good is on that night cause I may just get a tub of Ben&Jerry's and crash on the couch that night.

I'm rather miffed with ABDC. I can't believe Fanny Pak didn't make the finale. And based on last night's performance...I'm honestly not impressed with SoRealCru...like they were just never memorable from the start. I just don't get it. Their first performance sucked so bad. Why they didn't get blasted like boogie bots were...will just continue to boggle my mind. They were horrible last night. I didn't realize how big their fan base was though. Like they were the crew to always slip my mind. It's honestly insane the amount of support they have. Argh...if they win this season I think I'll be done with this series. Honestly bullshit. So many other crews with much more heart and creativity. Haha, I remember someone saying that SoRealCru was KabaModern Lite 2.0...but I don't even think it's fair to compare them to any level of amazing win that Kaba was. I swear...if they win...*shakes fist* I did get my laughs last night though from Super Cr3w. They weren't as mind blowing as their other performances, but omg...when they got to that latin performance in the middle of their first piece...holy crap I was blown away. I love them so much damn it. You shake those hips boys. >[ Their song for the second one...so freakin' hilarious. OMG...their sense of humor is awesome. *fangirl*

Apartment hunting is tougher than I thought it would be. =[ Even harder when you're trying to do the whole thing solo. I hate growing up. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

BEST OTAKON EVER!!!!

2008-08-11T04:33:33Z

OMG...I'm absolutely exhausted, my feet hurt like hell, and even though a few things did go wrong ~~*sobs in corner over lost Team Gai fanart in auction*~~...

THIS WAS THE BEST OTAKON EVER!

I haven't had this much fun in years. My hotel was great, the people were great, the panels I attended were great ~~EXCEPT THE EPIC FAILURE THAT WAS THE NARUTO FAN PANEL~~, I GOT SO MUCH STUFF FROM THE DEALERS ROOM THIS YEAR, I got to meet a lot of people, everyone was very well receiving of my cosplay this year (couldn't go anywhere without having a picture taken @___@)...just EPIC. God...if I could just change one or two things about the events that happened this weekend, this seriously would have been the perfect weekend. Hell, I even came back home with more money then I thought I would...man...life is awesome.

I'll have an actual con report up sometime tomorrow with lots of pics (not so much of me because my sister refused to take solo pics of me and instead would only use the camera if someone asked me to be in a picture with them ;______;). SDKLFJSDFKLJSDFKJLDSF! I can't believe the weekend is over though. It was insanely fun. But I am happy I am home. If there was an extra day of Otakon my head would have imploded...either that or my wallet would be empty.

GAH! There were only two people I didn't see this weekend, which made me sad! tainee and pet. T_______T I swear that I was walking here and there trying to find you two. But had no such luck. Bummer.

GOING TO OTAKON BBL!!!

2008-08-07T10:30:48Z

I'LL RETURN...MAYBE NEVER! AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!
BEHAVE FLIST!

jaw drop/insert tongue rolling out

2008-08-05T01:12:29Z

I had a "HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLO NURSE!" moment today at work.

There was also a brief chorus of...

Why do birds
Suddenly appear?
Everytime you are near
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you

New guy at work. His name is Kevin, and he's absolutely gorgeous. He has the prettiest blue eyes I've ever seen. And his hair...gah. I had to stop staring after I crashed into the door (seriously...I'm so happy I was working in a closed off section of the lab or else he would have heard me yelping like the stupid clutz I am). Haha...smooth.

Chances of not making myself look like an idiot in front of him. 0%
I couldn't even mutter a "hello". I'm pathetic.

Man...I even found a dollar on the ground. Today was a fucking awesome day.

Spoilers for everything lolz

2008-08-02T19:34:35Z

So after reading the spoilers and others opinions, I will not be getting Breaking Dawn. Sounds like a big disappointment and I'm glad I didn't pre-order it.

I don't even know where to begin. But if all the spoilers of imprinting and baby spawn demons and all this other shit is true. Then yeah, I'm just going to pretend that this book never existed. I know that almost everyone on my F-List has talked smack about the series and SMeyer. And I'm aware that the writing isn't at the level of a lot of great writers. It shouldn't be compared to anyone really. However, I will say that the first book really did get me hooked (from an entertainment standpoint) into the series. It was a fun little idea. And over the course of the next few books I found I loved other characters like Jasper and Alice a whole bunch. When I first got into the book, I had no idea the fandom was so big or insane. I guess I started losing interest in it all after that. Then with this book that just got released. I don't even know if I want to go pick it up. It just seems like a waste of time.

I'll just remember the good times I had reading the series. I mean, I will thank the books for at least sparking my interests back up in reading. I've read more now than I have in years, which is great. I probably wouldn't have if it weren't for picking up that first book. I still love the characters for how I interpret them, and all the inside jokes and sparkles will never get old for me.

So do I still love Twilight? Yep. Am I fond of the rest of the series? Not really. Just bits and pieces of it caught my attention, made me smile. Unlike other people, I'm not going to talk smack about the author. I find it a bit rude to be honest, and like I've already said before, I'm grateful to her for actually getting me back on the reading scene. The fact that she has so many followers is mind boggling, but it's not her fault. She's not a bad person. She just needs to improve as a writer.

That's my two cents. If you comment, no bashing please. It honestly annoys me. =/

...................OMG...I read the new chapter for DGM.......
OMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGGG! NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! CROSS!?!?!?!?!?!? WHY!?????????????????????????????????????????!?!?!?!?!?! WHY DO THEY TAKE THE GOOD ONES!? OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! *bash head/repeat*

These past few chapters have really made me love Allen a lot more. All this stuff is just making me look forward to the fan panel they're going to have at Otakon. HELL YEAH!

ABDC...wow...the judges have reached a new time high for ass hatery. But this was by far, my favorite episode this season.
I just don't even know where to start. There was so much epic win .

So the two highlights this episode were definitely Fanny Pak and Super Cr3w. They are freakin' geniuses. And I just hope that America isn't stupid and they chose the right people to make it into the finale. My favorite of the two should be Fanny Pak, but I'm such a Super Cr3w tard that I just can't help but love them more. I guess it's because they just have the full package for me. Their amazing performers and their doing the BBoy community proud. They just have so much personality, and their the only crew I tend to remember right away. Ben is hilarious, and Murda and Do-Knock are so freakin' awesome. If it comes down to these two crews I hope Super Cr3w is the one that comes out on top.

Don't get me wrong. I love Fanny Pak. I thought their performance was beyond awesome this week. They took it to a new level right there. They definitely deserved that standing-O. I guess I'm just not as sold on them yet. I just don't get that same feeling that I get when I watch Super Cr3w perform.

Besides all that though...I'm rather upset with how the judges handled the Boogie Bots. That was just fucked up. Yeah, they didn't do that great, but they definitely didn't deserve to go down like that. Last week was bad enough, and then the judges have to disrespect them on their last performance. They were a great crew, and it's a shame that the judges were that harsh. My god...they acted like it was the worst performance in ABDC history. Sassx7 fucking sucked, but the judges didn't make them feel like shit. What happened to giving constructive criticism? It's not hard. That was just all fucking bullshit. I felt so bad for them. Miguel looked like he was about to cry on stage. It was just horrible. Fucking judges.

Naruto! LMAO!
The 8 tails is bad ass. I love him. The fact that he is kicking Sasuke's ass right now is making me very happy. No, that's not from a Sasuke hater's POV. It's just...for the past 100 chapters, Kishimoto has made him seem invincible. All I want is a good fight, and if Kishimoto can deliver that...then maybe I can take the rest of the manga seriously. I have a feeling this moment won't last long, so I'll enjoy it for what it's worth.

The fact that 8 tails is writing beats while fighting Sasuke also made me go into an insane fit of giggles. Please Kishi, don't fuck this up.

I feel like I'm missing something else....but I can't remember. I think I'll end it here.

Argh...the rest of the internet is so boring. I want some NejiTen...T______T

INJUSTICE! The story of my life.

2008-07-31T00:03:49Z

I was planning to come home today and finish up the meme I left from a few days ago, but this...this just needs to be said because I have had it up to here.

I had postponed moving until my mother had figured out what was going to happen to the house. It's supposed to be foreclosed soon because of family drama preventing both my mother and father from paying for the house. Out of the kindness of my heart (and sometimes I wish I was just a cold hearted bitch and just moved out the first chance I got), I wanted to help my mother out because she doesn't speak English, and while I wasn't doing everything for her, I helped her make wise decisions about bills hat needed to be paid and how to manage her money without me, so that when the time came when I moved...she'd be able to do it on her own.

I tolerated a few injustices. I channeled my anger, and I even went as far to try and create peace in the house by staying out of everyone's way. I literally go to work, and pretty much stay in my room the rest of the day when I'm at home. I don't really talk to anyone unless they talk to me. It's better this way so that I don't end up getting into arguments with others. Fine.

Last summer, I finally purchased my long awaited laptop. It is my pride and joy because it was the first time I ever did something for myself and was able to earn it on my own 100%. I worked hard for that money. I stayed during my breaks at school slaving for this money. So you can at least understand that the thing means a lot to me. I told everyone in my house that it was MINE. That no one is to touch it because it is MINE. And as selfish as that is, I meant every word and syllable. But I don't think that it's awful for me to do especially considering I paid in full for it, and that the last computer anyone other than myself touched...broke down and won't turn back on. Needless to say that I didn't want those same hands on my laptop. When I was still in school, that laptop was attached to my hip. I didn't let go of it or leave it alone without supervision for a minute cause I was always afraid of losing the very thing I worked so hard at getting. However, when I started my new job, I stopped bring it with me cause I thought it was a little pointless. I only got like two 30 min breaks, and it can be heavy to lug around. Not only that, but I get nervous bringing it to Philly because of all the crime and stuff. At first I started hiding it in my room, so that no one would use it. Then I started getting lazy (hell...I have to wake up at 5AM to get to work...I really don't have the mental capacity at that time to even realize where I am let alone where I should hide my laptop.)

With that history out of the way, I came home yesterday from work. No one was here, so I decided to go back on my laptop to browse my mail like I usually do. It was sitting on my bed like I remember leaving it. I wake it up and I realize that my firefox froze, which made me groan a bit, but I closed out and reopened firefox. As usual, my browser came up, and all of the pages I had up previously popped up, which is normal for firefox (or at least mine), so all the last pages I remember having opened were there. However, something different happened this time. Another page opened for firefox. And I was all "wtf o_O?". I go and look at the page that opened up, and realized that there were four tabs opened to four different websites. Websites that I never opened in my entire life. As I read the website titles I realized that not only was someone on my computer, but I knew exactly who had been on my computer.

I WAS AND STILL AM FUCKING PISSED!

It was my sister. I didn't get to confront her about it yesterday cause like I said, she wasn't home. But as soon as I got back from work today I went to talk to her. I didn't yell, I just told her what I saw yesterday. As I spoke, she didn't once acknowledge me. She just smirked, and she didn't even have to say she did it. That smirk was all the confirmation I needed. I went from speaking calmly to firmly asking why she would do that especially without calling me and asking (I would have said no regardless, but I would have at least appreciated that much). I even went on to tell her she has her own computer (one that I helped her buy). There's no reason for her to be on my computer. Not only that, but I never go on her computer. Never. Maybe the only time I was on there was to compare the appearance of an icon on my computer and her computer. And I had to ask for permission before I could even do that. By that point in the conversation, my emotions had already taken over. She wasn't apologizing, she had no explanation. She just continued to act like I wasn't in the room. So then I started yelling, and my mother heard the yelling. And guess who got in trouble?

Me. :D LMAO. She didn't listen to a SINGLE word I said. And just yelled at me. My blood was boiling, so I just went back to my room, slammed the door and screamed "I DON'T FUCKING CARE ANYMORE!" and blasted music over her loud and very annoying Spanish. I could still hear her ranting. She said I can leave the house if I want to. To which I am only more than willing to do now.

I'm out people. I can't take this bullshit any longer. I know that I keep saying similar things over and over again, but the circumstances are different now. I don't have to stay here anymore cause my family is perfectly capable of running their own house. I never felt like I belonged in this house anyway, so I've lost any form of attachment here.

I like to think I am not a bad person, and if I am a bad person...I do hope someone other than my family will tell me.

Honestly...don't even bother opening the cut. It's just a bunch of drama. I'll probably watch some of the new episodes of Soul Eater to calm my nerves. I saw a preview featuring Excalibur and I just need to watch...cause he's too awesome for words.

Pfft, and yesterday was an awesome day too. I went for the first time to the Cheesecake Factory. Absolutely amazing food. And the cheesecake...to die for. *drool* It was well worth the money spent. I had leftovers, and there was so much to choose from. I want to try and go back for my birthday. Holy crap, I turn 22 next month...and there's only 1 more day left for July too. Damn. Where did the time go? All well. My only focus at the moment is going to Otakon. XD Next week! I can barely contain myself. *___* And I get paid this week. ♥ August is already looking epic. HELL YEAH!

I was going to add some stuff about Avatar. I loved the ending. It was epic. Even the pairings at the end were alright...even though I think they could have used a lot more attention. I'm glad things ended the way they did though. It seems fitting for where all the characters are now. They're still young, and they have tons of room left for growing. So I'm not worried. However...after hearing about the drama that happened at comic con with the fan/pairing taunting...I don't know if I can hold those guys with such high esteem anymore. While many will claim it funny (and some parts even made me laugh), I just thought of it as a direct stab at the fans. Not cool. Can't people be mature and humble anymore?

*goes to yesstyle to look for clothes*

WTF!?

2008-07-19T00:52:19Z

Dear Freeloaders....

WHY WON'T YOU FUCKING PEOPLE GET OUT OF MY HOUSE! BAD ENOUGH I HAVE TO GO TO WORK TOMORROW, WHICH IS FORCING ME TO MISS THE DARK KNIGHT, BUT NOW YOU AREN'T GIVING ME MY FUCKING SPACE IN MY OWN ROOM!?

Love Always,
Pissed the Fuck Off

PS: How dare you? I tell you to get out of my room and you threaten me with a "well I guess I won't give you a ride to work anymore." I only ride with you because it's on your way. If you don't want to take me to work, I'll take the fucking train you shit faced motherfucker. I just don't understand! GTFO! I'M SO FUCKING PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW. IF I'M SUCH A BURDEN TO EVERYONE, I'LL JUST LEAVE AND NEVER COME BACK! ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!

crickets

2008-07-18T04:16:24Z

I must be cursed or something. Why is it that every time I get into a series, a character, etc...I always share the most unpopular views of it or like and hate the most bizarre things? EVERY TIME...NEVER FAILS!

Whatever.

Avatar. LMAO. Epic scene with Sokka. XDD OMG SOKKA YOU ARE MY HERO! YOU AND TSUKI ARE DIRTY, WTF! Love it. Other than that the episode was mad rushed. >.>; It could have definitely gone a lot smoother. OH! OH! OH! AND AZULA! THAT CRAZY BITCH! I LOVE HER! ♥♥♥

ABDC kind of pissed me off tonight. What the hell America? Super Cr3w in the bottom two? Bullshit especially after the craptastic performance given by Supreme Soul. That was garbage. WHY HAVEN'T THEY BEEN VOTED OFF YET!? Fanny Pak, nuts. I love you. ♥

New chapter and episode of Soul Eater. LOLZ. I had to catch up on the last two episodes because I was too tired to watch them before. BUT THE EXAM EPISODE WAS EPIC! PATTY VS THE GIRAFFE IS INSTANT WIN! And the new ending is love. ♥ I liked the last ending a little better. But this new one is so cute, and the music is so catchy and upbeat. Can't wait for the full version to come out.

Tenten v. 2.0 is 50% done. The props are always the things that take the longest to finish. DDDDDDDDDDDDD: And damn, the month is flying by. Holy snap, crackle and pop!

I'm safe in my corner of woe.

2008-07-16T14:08:47Z

Alright, so yesterday I was incredibly depressed. I even wrote this extremely depressing entry yesterday, and when I finished writing it I ended up just making it available for my eyes only. It wasn't even finished. Geez. I'm still a bit miffed today, not at my highest even though externally I'm trying to act all bubbly and happy. :/

I don't even know why I started thinking about all the negative. Maybe it was a mix of what my friend and sister said to me the other day. If I ever felt alone, I felt that way yesterday. I guess no one really understands, but I guess I shouldn't expect them to.

I'm such a loser, but I honestly just don't care at this point! Just being able to have fun and enjoy myself...that's all that really matters to me right now. I need to get that feeling back.

LOLZ...next month I'll be 22. I was thinking of planning a party and inviting my friends to my house. Then I repeated that idea in my head and started laughing because I'm such a jerk and wouldn't blame any of them for not coming. Ha, ha, ha...*corner of woe*

Picture Spam 8D

2008-07-06T21:43:47Z

So, here is my response to the memes I left last time. I also threw in a few pictures from my trip to Atlantic City.

So I was asked to take a picture of my room...haha...I wanted to clean it, but got incredibly lazy. So tada! The way my room looks normally. I hardly make my bed. Never have time...and then when I do have time I'm usually laying on it anyway.

That's right Neji, you guard my bed. >O

Something I love. Well all my true treasures are in these two totes. My mom hates all of that stuff (all my anime related stuff, doujins, my nejiten treasure cove, and other assorted things). So I keep it all in the box and out of her sight cause she keeps threatening me that she'll throw it all out when I'm not looking. *gulp*

So instead, I'll show you my current favorite thing to do.

D-D-R bitches. 8D

I also keep this little favorite of mine just in case I had a bad day. ♥
It heals all ailments.

Out of all the books I have that are still in my room ~~my mom doesn't like my books being scattered everywhere, so she put my books in the basement...wtf?~~ This is my favorite of the pile I have that is safe and under my bed. Nyah~!

This is what is outside of my window. As per request. That house there belongs to some rapper apparently. I forget what his name is. He's not famous or anything. But he likes to think he is. lolz For Halloween, my sister said that he was handing out autographs instead of candy. Then last summer he shot a music video. Funniest shit ever. Best part definitely had to be the random dancers in his backyard. Lmao...so random.

I should probably do those dishes....>.>;

My NejiTen Folder. Yeah, over 2000 files. It's gorgeous isn't it? *cough* I didn't scroll down cause there's some smut there. D:

And my very disorganized music folder. :DDDDDD

So after a long day...my friend Kori and I needed a massage. So we went to the massage shop. OMG...best thing we did all day. Look at the look of satisfaction on our faces.

Then we saw the water show. The song of choice was Fever. It was tres sexy. 8D If anyone goes to Atlantic City, they should definitely go see this. Very cool. And the colors! *___*

And thus ends the tour of my world. ♥

And as a side note...FUCK YEAH! Super Cr3w and Boogie Bots kicked some ass on this weeks ep of ABDC! >D Game Over bitches.

Happy Birthdays and Good Times!

2008-07-04T15:04:23Z

OMG...so many birthdays this summer, and even more coming up! Well, I definitely want to wish ~~the mafia boss~~ onijutsu and tao_empress a very, very Happy Birthday. Sorry the birthday wishes are late, and I would have whipped out my PhotoShop to make gifts, but haven't been home long enough to enjoy my computer. ~~What the hell? I'll make something later today since I'm off. :D~~

And......I now have a hotel for Otakon! HURRAY! Well...almost. I just have to get the hotel room transfered, but it's a definite. And I'm so happy. Just $401 for all 3 nights instead of the $350/night for the other hotel. Now all I need to do is arrange my transportation to Baltimore, and all is set and done. Man...can't believe it's right around the corner now. Whoo~! As I rejoice, I decided to do a meme or 2. :3

Memes stolen from samuraiblues

☆ Photo Meme ☆
Ask me to take pictures of any aspect of my life that you're interested in/curious about, it can be anything from my house to my room to my favorite book. Leave your requests as a comment to this entry, I'll snap the pictures and post them in the following post.

and...

☆ Screen Cap Meme ☆
Comment if you want me to screencap something on my
computer and I'll post the pictures in my next entry.

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~!?

2008-06-29T19:01:05Z

Why is it so hard to find a freakin' hotel for Otakon? God damnit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm starting to worry now since the con is so close, and I already got tickets. Before, I wasn't worried because someone had dropped a reservation and I thought it was in the hotel I reserved last year, so I thought the price would be alright to handle. Turns out it's in another hotel and the price is $350/night. Hell to the no. I can't pay that much a night. The room wasn't even a double.

;___________________________;

Oh, Otakon gods...let a room free up, or I'm going to cry.

And it definitely doesn't help that I have these painful cramps. *sobs*

Man...well. Even though I'm in panic mode right now, I'm happy that next weekend I can go visit my friends in NY. I've missed them so much. ♥

Life Is Awesome :)

2008-06-24T13:28:29Z

- I'm fucking awesome. ♥
- Our computer system is down at work, so I'm on early break. :D
- The last few episodes of Soul Eater have been, sooooooo good. Omg...and now I await patiently for episode 12 sub. Soul in suit = WIN!!! And aaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwww Tsubaki I love you too. Black Star. ♥ :D
- I'm going to NY on July 5th-6th. I can't wait!
- I bought clothes the other day, and I feel freakin' fabulous.
- OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNN!!

I hope everyone is having a wonderful day as well. And if not, I send you my love. *hugs*

I'll post picks of my trip to Atlantic City later tonight after I do a bit of iconing. ♥ ;D

Do-do you love me?

2008-06-22T03:18:37Z

Lmao...I don't know why but I'm listening to Paula Abdul and loving it. o.O

*cough*.........Anyway....I want to take a moment and wish winter_yuy a very, very, very, very happy ~~belated~~ birthday!! If I could, I would be there and giving you cake and ice cream and then showering you with gifts. ♥ Instead, I made these for you because you are an amazing friend and I heart you muchly!!!

1	2	3

4	5

*hugs*

Well, I started work on Monday. XDD Yeah. Definitely won't do more than a year of working there. I'll probably end up looking for other places to work. Until then though, I think I can definitely bare it. My heart is definitely somewhere else though. Probably doesn't help that I'm the youngest person in the lab...like 80% of the lab is made of people over 50. >.>; And everyone is ALWAYS cranky. It gets so annoying, and then I get cranky. :/ I know not everyone wants to be at work, but make the best of it, damnit! If you have to spend 8 hours of your life at work, at least make it mean something! Blah.

Oh, god....I had the best cheese cake in the world today. *drool*

It feels like it's been a while.

2008-06-15T05:19:44Z

Well, I actually managed to accomplish the goal I had set for myself. Yeah, 103 icons since my last post, which was about a week ago. XDD Yeah, I'm surprised myself. >.>; I didn't think I could actually do it, but I kept finding images and just kept going and going. Which meant, that I completely ignored all communities and my own journal. But gosh, I had so much fun making these icons. I completely forgot how much fun it can be. I think that I need to work on my text though. XD I was way better at it before.

Things felt so much more peaceful since I've been away from great sources of aggravation on the internet. Not reading bizarre and twisted rants by Mizura, joining and leaving a few communities, all the drama...just not being a part of it was a nice break. But I did miss giving attention to the things I love, so I'll get back to that tomorrow in the morning.

I start my new job on Monday, and I can honestly say that I feel that it doesn't feel right. Like I'm only doing it for the money, not so much for the fact that I'll enjoy the position at all. I've been feeling like this a lot since I received the position...kind of like I made the wrong choice when I chose a major. I really like science, but I get this feeling like I'm not in the right place. =/ Kind of sucks to have this happening especially considering I just finished 4 years of college studying Biology. lolz...good job Catherine. For now it's okay...I really need the job cause the more money I make, the more I can put towards Otakon. :D Yes! It's coming up soon, so be prepared for lots of jabber and whatnot as I prepare (sorry, it's just that one thing I look forward to every year now XD).

KLSDFKLJSDFKJLDSFKJLDSF....why is there still no scanlation of Chapter 48 of Soul Eater? I need something good to read. D<

I scored a 66% on a test asking questions related to my best friend. LMAO...I'm such a good best friend, aren't I? 8D

I really want a sandwich. ♥</random>

For those who actually spent time to read that, you rock. ♥ And since I have nothing better to do, I shall reward you with music.

♥ Hide and Seek by Imogen Heap- OMG I'm so shamelessly obsessed with this song. The melody is very calming, and really helps clear my head.

♥ Last Train Home by Lost Prophets- I haven't heard this song in a while, but it's still as awesome as I remember.

♥ Love Fool by The Cardigans- OMG >[ It's love guys.

Write the night with stars~

2008-06-09T07:32:52Z

Lmao. I'm the only idiot who would after posting a "you can defriend me if you want :D" post in order to try and make my list smaller, end up friending more people. You have won this round f-list. >]

I've been on photoshop all day for the past two days. I don't know why, but I have this urge to just icon as many things as I possibly can. The only reason I stopped to write this is that I've run out of things to icon. DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD: Give me things to icon guysssssssssssss~! Like, give me screen caps, manga scans, or link me to good image places! My goal is to make another icon post by Saturday (100+ icons). I'm currently on 40. God...why can't I find more Soul Eater screen caps? >OOOOO

But...OMG CHILDHOOD MEMORIES~! BACK AT A TIME WHEN TV WAS GOOD!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I've been clinging to my laptop the past two days mainly cause my friend has pretty much worn me out. She's been over like every single day. >_O Sometimes she'll come at 6AM, and I usually don't go to bed till late, so it gets frustrating being woken up at such an odd hour. Don't get me wrong. I love my friend and like hanging out with her, but...I need a break. I swear, if she makes me go bowling one more time, I'm going to use her head as a bowling ball.

The worst part about it is that she's going through a similar situation as myself (family issues/dad leaving). I'd feel like a jerk if I told her to stay home. She's also super sensitive and if she got the sense that I was not letting her come over...oh god...the drama! I don't even want to think about it.

Her boyfriend is supposed to stay over her house for the week, so I'm hoping that he will keep her far away from my house for at least the week. XD The only alternative I see is that he will instead come and tag along with her as they raid my house. If this is the case.............

*head/wall/repeat*

So long, farewell to you my friends!

2008-06-06T16:23:07Z

I felt left out and wanted to do this too. I laughed when I saw the result. I'm not sure exactly how that came out based on my answers, but if you say so internet! Some of it I definitely disagree with, but some of it even I can't deny being true.

» He loves to astound others with bold ideas for an original, new project and then leave it up to the others to implement them.

» Hierarchies, rules and regulations arouse his opposition and he loves outsmarting the system.

» His creativity best takes effect when he works independently; but he is very good at motivating others and infecting them with his optimistic nature.

» It can happen that some people feel somewhat duped by his flexible, spontaneous nature.

You guys have been duped. 8D

Alright...now down to important business. I've noticed lately that...er...my f-list is freakin' huge ~~by my standards at least~~. o_O And I find it completely unfair that I don't get a chance to respond to everyone's entries as much as I like to. So if anyone on my f-list would like to unfriend me, feel free and I'll quietly unfriend you too. You don't even have to tell me why, and I won't snicker and talk behind your back about it either. I don't want anyone to feel like they are obligated to stay here and comment. XD Either way I still love you all. :D

On another note. Kishimoto is likely to fail in this...but you know...just the slight possibility that I'll be able to see Team Gai again lifts my spirits.

KISHIMOTO WILL SCREW THIS OVER, BUT I CAN STILL DREAM DAMNIT!

Play me a "G"

2008-06-01T06:08:19Z

I keep straying away from LJ. I have no clue why. But that doesn't matter now cause I wanted to at least stop by and wish both umi_mizuno and pinkified a very, very Happy Birthday. I know it's late, but I hope you guys had lots of cake and good wishes. :D

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

In other news, I really don't know what to make of Naruto nowadays.

I understand that Sasuke is irrational and is more quick to action then trying to plan things out properly...but...geez. He's finally gone over the deep end. It's a really stupid decision to make though. =/ Itachi killed the clan for a reason, and now Sasuke is going to make Itachi's efforts meaningless. Aren't you smart Sasuke? :D This is either going to end with a swift punch of Naruto 'justice' that will make him see the light, or pure tragedy. I feel like Sasuke is never going to get to step 2 of his original plan. XD All well.I laughed when I saw Sasuke's flowergan. It looks so pretty. *3*

My major point of concern though is.....where the hell is Kisame? FUCK YOU KISHIMOTO!

............*drooling over Soul Eater* OMG...I haven't read a manga that has gotten me this excited in ages. It looks like such a simple and uncomplicated series at first, but it's so unique and stylish...*hugs it* The partnerships are amazing, and god damn...Stein just...I love him. ♥

Play the piano one more time Soul *3* ♥

RAWR!

2008-05-29T17:08:52Z

............*eye twitch*

WTF!? I hate it when people do this, I honestly do. This is probably one of my biggest pet peeves.

Mind you this isn't directed to anyone here, just a bunch of jerks on NF ~~now isn't that surprising?~~. A while ago, I decided to help out at a graphics request thread. Making stuff there is really helping me learn new signature/avatar techniques, and for the most part I like working with the people in the thread. However, there are times where I just want to bang my head into a wall repeatedly.

TO NF Jerkfaces///
Requests are free guys. That means, I take time out of my day to provide you with free graphics. I do what you tell me based on the information you provide. After I make something, WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU ASK FOR SOMETHING DIFFERENT AFTER I JUST MADE YOU WHAT YOU WANTED?
Requester: Make the sig whatever size you want!
Requester After Sig Is Made: Thanks, but...I want the sig to be vertical.

WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU SAY THIS AFTER YOU TOLD ME YOU DIDN'T CARE WHAT SIZE YOU WANTED? ARGH! IF YOU WANT SOMETHING A CERTAIN WAY BE SPECIFIC WHEN YOU REQUEST!

I don't mind making changes especially if I did something wrong. But major corrections like that makes me wonder why I even decided to open photoshop for the day.

That is right up there with people who ask for requests from our shoppe and then go to another shoppe to request the same damn thing even though you just made the freakin' graphic for them! YOU CAN'T BE FUCKING PATIENT? GET YOUR OWN GRAPHICS TOOLS AND MAKE YOUR OWN SHIT.

*fuming*

lmao, I think this wouldn't bother me as much if I had gotten more then 3 hours of sleep last night. :D

Damnit NejiTen....

2008-05-27T06:24:24Z

NejiTen...why must you distract me? Stop tempting me with your oh so good hawtness. >[

.............

Fine...don't! Have it your way. :D

Love,

The Most Pathetic Fangirl In the World ♥

I always feel like this is the only thing I talk about on this journal, but I don't feel like I've properly fangirled over them in a while. So give me a moment...

*flail*

This pairing needs more appreciation. ~~Neji needs more abusing!~~ The fandom needs better leadership ~~because I fail hard. XDD~~ Nyah~!

Okay. I'm done. XD I'll have something with more substance some other time. *loving on NejiTen*

I AM NOT A FUCKING BANK!

2008-05-25T15:29:30Z

OMFG. STOP ASKING ME FOR FUCKING MONEY. I AM NOT GOING TO GIVE IT TO YOU. IF YOU INVITE ME SOMEWHERE I WILL PAY FOR MYSELF, BUT I AM NOT GOING TO PAY FOR THE REST OF YOU. IT WAS YOUR IDEA NOT MINE TO GO TO ATLANTIC CITY. I'M NOT PAYING FOR YOUR GAS, AND I WOULDN'T EXPECT YOU TO PAY FOR MINE IF I WERE THE ONE TO DRIVE YOU DOWN THERE. I AM ALSO NOT GOIING TO PAY FOR TOLLS AND YOU SHOULDN'T EXPECT YOUR DAUGHTER TO BUY YOU THINGS WHEN YOU'RE DOWN THERE EVERY FIVE MINUTES. YOU'RE AN ADULT OPEN A SAVINGS ACCOUNT OF YOUR OWN AND STOP MOOCHING OFF OF EVERYONE ELSE.

AND KORI, NO I AM NOT YOUR BANK EITHER. I WON'T PAY FOR YOUR GAS, AND WTF I AM NOT GOING TO BUY STUFF FOR YOU AT RANDOM. YEAH WE ARE BEST FRIENDS, BUT THE LAST TIME I CHECKED I NEVER GO TO YOU OR YOUR MOTHER FOR MONEY. IF I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH I DON'T GET IT. I DON'T GO CRYING OVER IT OR MAKE PEOPLE FEEL GUILTY SO THAT I CAN HAVE THEM BUY IT FOR ME.

THE LAST TIME I CHECKED MY NAME WAS CATHERINE, NOT BANK OF AMERICA. >O

ARGH. For once I think I'm actually going to have to agree with my mother. Moving in with Kori is a very, very, very bad idea. I don't think it will work. I won't have peace because her mother will be there every day mooching off of my hard work, and then it will just be a nightmare when bills become an issue. She doesn't even have a steady job. I can't rely on that. *head/desk*

*cough*

Well now that I'm done. :D

Does anyone know what the hell Stormbenders is? I keep seeing that everywhere and it's driving me nuts. @_@

AND OMG....episode 33 of Shugo Chara!

OMGOMGOMGOMG! I love you peach-pit. I really do.

It's raining, it's pouring, the old man is snoring...

2008-05-16T22:46:42Z

I feel better now.

It's icky outside. It always is whenever I have to go outside for something. And it's always that point when I leave the door that there is a down pour. It stops when I get in, and then starts again when I go back. XDDD The rain is nice at times though (when it's the drizzly kind).

Today is my last day here at this lady's house. I don't know if I should celebrate or feel a bit sad. I don't like being in the middle of no where and it will be nice not having to have the responsibility of this dog and cat anymore. However, I will miss being able to make dinner, and just enjoy things at my own pace. That sense of freedom will be gone. All well, it will be nice to see everyone again, so it's not all too bad.

skdjfldsjf...packing...the dog ate my snickers bar. DDDDDD: WTF? That thief. >[

Have to find a dress for graduation....holy crap guys! I graduate with a BS in Biology on Wednesday!!!! Where'd all the time go? I don't know.

*goes to watch Soul Eater on the fast internet for one last time*

People are so fucking stupid...

2008-05-16T20:03:24Z

All was well in the world. Then I encountered the most retarded person on dA...to be honest, I am not surprised. :D Pairing tards are stupid. I love how they bash a pairing and then if I comment saying that it's rude and out of place they attack me as if I'm against the pairing they are promoting. And they say NejiTen fans are bad...lmao...lmao...lmao.

Yeah, I'm a NejiTen fan, but that doesn't mean that I'm automatically anti-LeeTen and anti-NejiHina. ZOMG! Stop being defensive, and watch what you say. Yeah obviously it's your space and you have every right to say what you want, but if you're putting it up for the world to see, don't expect that no one will comment back and disagree. Especially if you place the following comments in your artist comments for each deviation:

- OMG GAIS! HERE'S A LEETEN FANART! I LIKE IT THE BEST, IT'S AN AWESOME PAIRING. IT'S BETTER THAN NEJITEN. I WON'T SAY ANY MORE BECAUSE I GOT FLAMED LAST TIME FOR SAYING MEAN THINGS. >[

- ANOTHER NEJIHINA FANART EVERYONE. YEAH, TAKE THAT NEJITEN. NEJIHINA ACTUALLY MAKES SENSE. AND THEY SO LURVE EACHOTHER! THERE'S NO BASIS FOR NEJITEN. AND JAPAN LIKES NEJIHINA A LOT BETTER. :P CANON IS THE BEST!

WTF? INTERNET! If you put it on the internet it's a free shot for anyone. If you want to avoid confrontation like that, obviously watch what you fucking say. That's all I said. I could have been a lot meaner and snarkier, but because she's a good artist I said it would be better for her to just not care about mentioning NejiTen at all in comments or make mention of fandom sizes because it doesn't matter. Just like what you like so that people who multiship can enjoy. Is that hard?

OMFG fandom...omfg...fucking Naruto...

I tend not to write about these things because I think they are stupid and not worth my time. But I'm kind of in one of those moods where stupid people are getting to me. No, I'm not attacking pairings. I'm attacking the idiots behind the pairings. In fact...I'm locking this because I don't want to start a flame war with anyone. I just needed to get that off my chest.