It really hurts losing your best friend. It hurts more when you don't even know until you read their facebook and find out through a survey they decided to post. I did my best though. I was there for her when she needed me most, I consoled her when her heart was breaking, tried to make her smile when she was feeling blue. But we had a lot of good times too. We played with our Barbies when we were younger, and sang along to our favorite Spice Girls songs when they were in. XD We had so many inside jokes and...life just seemed much more fun.

I used to say that it's not worth having friends because they either betray you or leave you. But now that I've lost yet another friend...a really dear friend...I feel different. I'd rather keep the good memories even if she hates me right now and remember how good it felt to have someone like her to rely on. I just hope that it won't be long before I make another really good friend.

Time to go.